LDR
I've been seeing a lot of people I know getting into long-distance relationships recently.
They don't work.
Perhaps I'll explain my point of view after all this CNY food digests.
Edit - 3:25am
Does it even matter whether I explain it? It's just my opinion anyway. And maybe it's me being slightly unable to come to terms with my own 'failures'.
***
He was so young and immature then. If only he knew what he had in store for him a few years down the road.
But then again, was it worth risking losing a good friend? It worked with someone else, clearly the whole 'Ladder Theory' thing didn't apply there. And thank goodness some people were level-headed enough to avoid adding fuel to the fire, the fire he didn't start.
He wondered how long he was going to dwell on this. It had been quite a while since the 'incident', and time supposedly heals even the deepest wounds. But even after setting out to avoid getting into trouble, it seemed that trouble had come to him. Trouble that in part, was something coming back to haunt him.
You never really get away from the past, do you. Even though he thought that a few years was more than enough for time to work its healing power, some deep-lying scars remained. It partly was his fault anyway, but going through the blame game all over again wasn't going to help anyone.
"If nobody wants to believe my side of the story, at least understand that I just want to be friends, nothing else," he thought to himself.
Apparently even that was too difficult for some people.
Screw it then. If people thought he had ulterior motives, let them learn to deal with it. He was not going to let all this nonsense ruin his day.
***
3.50am - This is going nowhere. Both in the current and overall scheme of things.
So apparently, when I am really sleepy, I get all emotional and have flashbacks of various memories good and bad (judging by the number of emo posts on this blog, probably more bad than good). And when I am really, really, really sleepy, I think I tend to write my best music.
A bit more of the latter please.
Or maybe I should just try sleeping earlier.
They don't work.
Perhaps I'll explain my point of view after all this CNY food digests.
Edit - 3:25am
Does it even matter whether I explain it? It's just my opinion anyway. And maybe it's me being slightly unable to come to terms with my own 'failures'.
***
He was so young and immature then. If only he knew what he had in store for him a few years down the road.
But then again, was it worth risking losing a good friend? It worked with someone else, clearly the whole 'Ladder Theory' thing didn't apply there. And thank goodness some people were level-headed enough to avoid adding fuel to the fire, the fire he didn't start.
He wondered how long he was going to dwell on this. It had been quite a while since the 'incident', and time supposedly heals even the deepest wounds. But even after setting out to avoid getting into trouble, it seemed that trouble had come to him. Trouble that in part, was something coming back to haunt him.
You never really get away from the past, do you. Even though he thought that a few years was more than enough for time to work its healing power, some deep-lying scars remained. It partly was his fault anyway, but going through the blame game all over again wasn't going to help anyone.
"If nobody wants to believe my side of the story, at least understand that I just want to be friends, nothing else," he thought to himself.
Apparently even that was too difficult for some people.
Screw it then. If people thought he had ulterior motives, let them learn to deal with it. He was not going to let all this nonsense ruin his day.
***
3.50am - This is going nowhere. Both in the current and overall scheme of things.
So apparently, when I am really sleepy, I get all emotional and have flashbacks of various memories good and bad (judging by the number of emo posts on this blog, probably more bad than good). And when I am really, really, really sleepy, I think I tend to write my best music.
A bit more of the latter please.
Or maybe I should just try sleeping earlier.
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